If I imagine spells as white energy and curses as black energy, and set my intentions as good or bad can I separate spells in that manner?

I been pondering what others think about the question why anything at all I know no one knows is the true answer of course the true question Bertrand Russell once said and I qoute I should say that the universe is just there, and that's all but neither the less virtual particles need a qantuam fluctuation or filed why does that exist we don't know so using philosophy whats the answer? Or the best answer other then I don't know like Russell apposed?

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